Wednesday, December 12, 2012




 wow! its been agessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss since i last updated this blog of mine ( do i still have the right to call it "mine" after bertahun mengabaikannye! urgh! *pityface*)

time passes by and guess what! i am now happily married! alhamdullilah to this handsome gentle guy ^^

I was like giggling while reading the previous posts on this blog~~~ WAS soooo childish and pure (erk!) back then.. And i am insisting i am still pure until today (hiks! *gelak ngada2*) :P

Well, Alhamdullilah3x for all the blessings, chances, rahmat that Allah has given me for all this while...Until today, at this very moment there`s nothing that i can say but alhamdullilah... A feeling of gratitude that I really hope will never perish until my last breath, insyaAllah.... =)

I am now 24 and yes I am married, alhamdullilah (^^) it was a long journey back then and its something that i treasure the most. 

I want to be a better muslimah, a better wife, a better daughter to SERVE just Allah... inshaAllah..oops lupe plak a better student also :D

Im not sure when will be my next post and until then, assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh *peace*


Friday, January 29, 2010

cinta balqis

Erm...arini baru lah menghabeskan ke 44 episod citer niey..erm... ape eyh yg boleh dikatakan..hukhuk

whatever it really into hassan and mak biah...the two person who put everything that happened to them as the `ujian` and dorg sgt la redha dengannya..syabas mak biah and hassan..:) hoping people like u guys still exist in this world, insyaAllah..;)

whatever it is these are the lessons that i got from this citer:

1st) as the children, we really should obey our parents .

2nd) jangan terlalu ikutkan kata mmg la kekadang tu cinta itu
penting tp kene ingat
cinta tu bukanlah is something that is really
noble and
connects people bukan menjdikan hidup org berpecah belah..herm.. plus..walaupon
kekadang perkahwinan bukan atas dasar cinta, ia tetap boleh bahagia..n juz remember
cinta tu boleh dipupuk, disemai..yg penting cara nye kene lah betol...:)

3rd) in life sumtymes kte kene put other people`s kepentingan as our priority.. biar lah kite
sorg yg terkorban untuk rmai org jgn sbb kite seorg org ramai terkorban.. ^^

4th) be strong and put all the -ve things that happened to us for all of them have their own
` hikmah` that we never know....just believe that one day we`ll know whatever Allah gives
us is for a reason...its just that we dont know... i mean..yet..huhu

5th) seboleh-bolehnya janganlah mengecewakan harapan org...cuba tunaikan selagi yg kita
termampu..especially for those yg da byk sgt berkorban ntok kite..they deserve least...
gembirakan mereka selagi kita mampu..n dont worry ape yg kita lakukan kalo sbb nak dpt
redha Allah, insyaAllah Allah boleh nilaikan..:)

6th) walaupon kekadang kite ade mase yg kite ada masalah..berhadapan dengan dugaan..tapi
jgnlah hendaknye kite melampiaskan ke`stress` san kite tu kat org sekeliling.. dorg xtau
ape yg kite hadapi n dorg x bsalah.. we, have to be rasional..sbb ade sesetengah perkara yg
bile terlanjur boleyh ade perkara xboleh..herm.. (nasehat untuk diri sendiri) :)

7th) walupon seberat mane n sepahit mane dugaan yg dtg kepada kite, jgn lah kite
memburukkan or laen, sebalknye doakan mereka dan diri kita juga supaya dapat sama2
berubah menjadi yg lebey baek, insyaAllah ;)

sebenanye banyak je x larat la plak nak ape pown saye sgt suke ngan mak biah... hope satu ari nnt kalo sy berkahwin, bolehlah dapat mak mertua seredha mak biah dan suami sebaek hassan..ameen.. :)

n really think that if this citer is up for any award i`d vote mak biah..sbb wataknya byk sgt memberi pengajaran n msg kepada penonton...satu sifat ibu yg perlu sgt dicontohi..ibu mithali yg selalu redha dgn ujian, selalu pasrah dan pendidik anak yg terbaek..;) semoga saye pown boleh jd ibu semulia itu satu ari nnt, insyaAllah..;)

kay la..till the next post..huhu..kesimpulannya, arini sy x wat paper pown... gara2 tgk citer niey smpai abes..huhu.. next week is gonna b last papers for exam n yet havent prepare anything..huhu..

先生、問題って易しくしてくれないのかな。( sir, cant u just make the question easier?) haha

huhu..till the next post..

semoga hidup kita ni slalu dlm keredhaan Allah hendaknye..insyaAllah ;)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

im back... huhu

erm...its was like 6,7 monthes since i last updated this
blog..herm...huhu...bukanlah x nak update tetapi kekadang tu
kemalasan mengatasi segalanya..huhu.. i prefer to like `goro goro` in my futon (plus kotatsu)rather than to update this my lil blog..:D
erm...well what to say, its been like 10 ++ monthes ive been here in many experieces, things, happiness, sadness and bla.. bla.. that ive been through..huhu... and have to admit that experiences are what make the people...:)

and now im in the middle of my `study week` but since i havent started anything yet i`d rather to call it my `goro goro week`..huhu...
now nie tga wat sekkei ( machine design) nye sekkei syo which made me feel like $%&#!*.. tu la z..kan da kate wat awl2..suke betangguh..
serves me right..huhu...

act ive been browsing this one girl`s blog and made me remember ttg kewujudan blog ku tergeraklah tgn untuk menules mengupdateknnye..huhu

erm rasenye cukuplah sekadar ini sahaja sy mengupdatekan blog sy..huhu gotta continue my &!$#*?_`!# sekkei..huhu.. till the next post~~ muahkszzz...

dreaming of having this cute lil baby sumday..come, come here to mummy ^^

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Japan as i know...part 2..


to be continued....

now, let us see how i live my life here, in kindai... :) begin with....

these are our friends... i mean kikai's friends... :p

well, this is mr take (竹君)or i prefer to call him 先生(teacher) ;P

erm, this is kenta kanamaru (金丸健太)and i calll him kenta 先生... kinda cute i guess :$

and lastly this is kobuki yoshiyuki or people often call him "bos"

ok, these friends are great...they are all nice and are willing to translate whatever "nihongo kotoba" that we dun understand and if they cant they will try hardly to find the word in the電子辞書or so called electronic dictionary.. ermm..

to be continued.....

Thursday, May 7, 2009

japan (part 1)...

J.A.P.A.N as i know....

its been ages since my last post... :) おまたせいたしました。。。(sorry to keep u waiting)
well, i guess there's nothing that i could do since i was really buzy during this first month in japan..
there were tons of thing that need to be settled, studies to catch up with, friends to make make up with and of course my empty house that need to be filled( = with furniture) of course!!

my first month here had been great and unexpectedly wonderful.the first month in Osaka (近大)
had left me with something that i could never forget...

great teachers
great university
great friends
and of course wonderful seniors

had made my life here....

one of my fav spot.. ;) (近大でございます)

                     juz love the block... ;) kinda unique i guess??

the kinki gurlz... ;p

the kinki kidszzz........... ;))

to be continued......

Thursday, February 26, 2009



L O V E..... erm, a very common words that we hear almost every day in our live...

love is an affection, it is something can only be touched by's pure...its the essence of life and bla..bla...

that's what people said..... it is uttered by the adults and by the kids as well....but what is love actually? erm...

according to the wikipedia, love is defined as.......

"any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction"

when it comes to love, u can see all the lovely quotes like these.....

Love is like an eternal flame,Once it is lit, it will continue to burn for all time.

· Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.

· Love is a moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love.

· If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with me
I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet. Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name

· Living life without you just wouldnt be the same If you love someone more than anything,
Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

is it a feeling, an affection or a fantasy or maybe it is a reality? which one?? for decades, people are said to live with love, some even said it is eternity...people die but love wont..erm, how's that sound like??

as for me, i have my own perception...

LOVE for me is when..

1) I love my GOD
2)I love my PROPHET

3)I love my PARENTS
4)I love my FAMILY

5)I love my FRIENDS

7)I love...........

what about you then? what does love mean to you??